trying not to be stressed out about my eating right now. tomorrow we have an afternoon thing with friends/coworkers, saturday we’re going to napa for lunch, winetasting, and dinner, then sunday we’re going to a show then out for dinner.
i want to eat healthy. i also still want to be social. it just takes some juggling, i guess. then on top of that, the boy wanted us to go out to happy hour with some coworkers in from out of town. he was supportive when i told him i thought that was just WAY too much.
i’ve been very good this week about having home-cooked meals, including bringing in my lunch, and while i do want to do fun things this weekend i don’t want it to derail my weightloss plans for the week.
it was really hard for me to express this to him - because i don’t want to spoil HIS fun (he’s trying to lose weight as well, but not as much as me, so his calories aren’t as restricted). but we talked about it and now i feel better. i’ll be mindful of my health during the fun times, but still have fun. i’ll get in an awesome workout tomorrow, and then make sure i get in at least one really good workout over the weekend. then monday and tuesday, do my regular thing, and it will all work out.
i just have to remind myself to breathe, calm down, and remember that talking about things with the boy WORKS.